Finally, had our Chinese "O" Levels Paper 1 and 2 today.


Was not thoroughly satisfied with my performance.
For paper 1, I wrote the last full stop at 10.29.
Hence I don't even have time to check the paper at all !
And it was hard.
Hard.
Hard.

Still didnt get the chance to talk to Mdm Teo and ask her whether I wrote out of topic.

No good, No good.

After the break, its paper 2.
As the MCQs of this paper seems quite okay,
I done in all in less than 15 minutes and so I had 1hr 30mins + to complete the comprehension.
I was pretty proud of myself, thinking that I could finish the paper in no time and with sufficient time to check it.

Soooooooooo,
I done the front part of the comprehension carefully and slowly...
And there I even remember writing 7 lines long for a mere 5 marks question.

-.-

This left me with 30 minutes for the 2nd Comprehension passage.

NO TIME LA !


I hurrily rushed through it.
And the last two questions which were 4 and 5 marks respectively,
I wrote less than 4 lines for both.
Standard 4 to 5 marks question should write 5 lines what !



LIKE WTF LAAAAAAAAAA >.<"

Blahs.
Angry with myself !


Lets just hope I can score perfect scores for the front parts then.
Which is highly impossible.
=.="



Shuting tell me to be optimistic and learn from the disabled guy mentioned like the 2nd passage,
dont keep putting yourself in the mistakes made, concentrate on what you can do in the future.
I wish I could.

BUT I DIDNT COMPLETE THE LAST QUESTION,
SO I CANT UNDERSTAND IT BETTER.

=.=""""""""""""""""


Oh well,
Stupid excuse.



You must be thinking I am over-reacting since its just few marks lost.
But a few marks can change an A1 to an A2.
:(

Every mark matters.
Perfection !

Damn.

I really cant put down this matter.


*Push aside everyone who tries to comfort me, and squats down in the corner to emo*


As Lilo said, "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE TO DIE ~ "



Hai,
I must really work hard for oral & listening now.
I want full scores again !
:D



Jia You , Jia Yan.
Jia You , 4D ! (:





Why do I even give a damn about girl and boy ?
It is not even my business anymore, and yeah, it never was either.
Throw those thoughts away and get on with life.